HI MY NAME IS MARK A.K.A RAVENN THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG SO BEAR WITH ME AND FORGIVE MY SPELLING I AM 47 YEARS OLD GOD I REMBER WHEN THAT WAS ALMOST DEAD I AM DISABLED FROM A MOTERCYCLE WRECK I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE GOOD AT SOMETHING I HAVE TRYED ALOT OF THINGS SWORD FIGHTING AD&D OK I AM GOOD AT THAT MAKING CHESS FIGURES WOODWORKING BUT I WAS NEVER REALLY GOOD AT THEM I LIKE TO THINK I AM ALITTLE GOOD AT PAINTING ITS HARD FOR ME TO KNOW. YOU SEE WHEN I WAS GROWING UP WE HAD VERY LITTLE SO IF YOU WANTED ANYTHING YOU HAD TO FIND A WAY TO GET IT YOURSELF OR MAKE IT YOURSELF MY DAD WAS NEVER ONE TO TELL YOU GOOD JOB ON ANYTHING YOU DID I GUESS THATS WHY I AM ALWAYS ASKING OTHER PEAPLE HOW DOES MY PAINTING LOOK I KNOW IT DRIVES THEM CRAZY BUT I CANT STOP .JUST TODAY I TOOK HIM A PAINTING THAT TOOK ME 20 MINETS TO PAINT AND ALL ME COULD DO WAS SAY YOU NEED TO CHANGE THIS OR YOU NEED MORE COLOR HERE WHEN I WENT DOWN TO SHOW IT TO HIM I WAS PROUD OF THE PAINTING WHEN I GOT BACK HOME I BURNED IT.WELL ENOUGHT WINING I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I AM WRIGHTING THIS I GUESS I JUST NEEDED TO SAY IT TO SOMEONE ANYONE EVEN NO ONE. PLEASE DONT FEEL SORRY FOR ME I GUESS MY LIFE IS NOT ALL BAD I HAVE 2 GOOD KIDS 1 IS 21 THE OTHER IS 27 AND 2 GRANDBABYS WHO IF NO ONE ELSE THINKS I AM GOOD AT MY PAINTING THAY LOVE TO WATCH ME PAINT AND ALWAYS SAY YOU DID A GOOD JOB PAPAW BUT HAY THATS A GOOD FEELING EVEN FROM A 3 AND 6 YEAR OLD WELL I GUEES I WILL GO AND DRY MY EYES AND BLOW MY NOSE THANKS FOR LISTING TO AND OLD MAN. RAVENN
